confused

i want to update my blog but i don't know what to put. let's start first with

lately, i've been in a rollercoaster of emotions... just a short ride though. it really helps to know what you want.

it's been so long since i felt so sad.

at least you are sure with what you're doing. but when, for a split second, you lose your focus, you begin to question your decisions. then you go back to the state of not knowing what to do because you don't know what you want.

it's like being in front of a crossroad. you can't decide which direction to take coz you don't know where you want to go.

so for now, i'll just be waiting on that crossroad, until someone comes along to enlighten me.

and please keep the dementor away. it's hard enough to know that the decisions you make will matter to other people, but please, don't let them suck away the happiness.